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{ ashley // SIHUI'
3rdteen.o6'eightyEIGHT.
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as of o9/o9 :
39 days to POL-ITE!
171 days to graduation!
278 days to bePUREadult

Thursday, August 07, 2008!

HandWritten on; 12:17 AM

i swear this gonna be more of a venting-anger post than anything else.

feverish & headache.
i might caught a cold now.
oh well, in the midst of exam period!
this is classified as EXAM FEVER.
period.
at least the vomitting sickness aint here as yet.
oh please, i prayed to god (free thinker's god i am refering to) this vomitting sydrome of mine will not come to me again.
!!!

to someone out there,

when i said i am sick just now, i meant it.
i was feeling feverish & the headache is killing me then.
you think i am joking and started making fun out of my appearance today.
your eyes are green that's why you are sick?
just because the eyeshadow i put on today is green, doesnt mean that green is for SICK okay!?
whatever, you might not get a chance to see this at all.

and to whoever are left at the alley after the league, all bloody thinks that i am a villain just because they saw you storming out of the alley right after talking to me.
thus to their inference skill, i was the one who made you angry.
!!
8 out of the 11 people (excluding me of cus') left in the alley approached me and asked.
you know how damn irritating it is?
for that shyting 5 to 10 minutes, i had been hearing,
WHAT HAPPENED?
WHY HE STORMED OFF?
WHY HE GO OFF WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING?
WHY HE NEVER SEND YOU HOME?
WHY YOU NEVER FOLLOW HIM HOME?
YOU MAKE HIM ANGRY?
I DONT KNOW ANYTHING, YOU ASK SIHUI, SHE WAS TALKING TO HIM BEFORE HE WALKED OUT.

HOW and what you want me to reply them?
!!

ah ba ah ba ah ba..!
sometimes,
i just dont want others to feel nor think that i am fully dependent on you for a ride home whenever we met.
i dont want to trouble you all the time.
as if you're my sugar-daddy or sugar-brother or otherwise.
whatever.
even my parents wondered why i took public transport home today when i reached home at 12!?!?
they are thinking otherwise - the usual way.

i am just venting my anger.
RAH!

i'm wishing for my finger to get well soon,
so i can bowl!
(: (: (: